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Monday, 24 August 2020

Art Update

 This week in art I'm preparing to turn in our 1.2 work and - hopefully - to have more paintings complete. I am getting there on my paintings though. I've finished the second foot painting/ink drawing and sort of have an idea of what to paint as part of places that contribute to my theme. 

So, I'm still thinking about incorporating sewing into my paintings cause I like that idea a lot and also I was thinking of doing it before. However, I'm still not sure if I wanna do it on the skeleton paintings or not. The big thing also is that if I do it to the paintings then there's no going back so what I might do is print off another copy of it and do a whole bit to see how it would work. Other than that my skeleton drawings are coming along well and I plan on doing an arm next. 

As for my bigger paintings I still only have the room however I think I know what I'm gonna be focusing on as my subject matter(?). I'm not sure if I wanna include something with the shul but if I do then that means I have to go in and take photos which means I might have to talk to the people there. There aren't a lot of people I like at the shul except for like, 6 people and one of them is the wife of one of the guys that I strongly hate with a passion because I feel bad that she's married to him when she, herself, is really nice to me. Everyone else I'm not particularly fond of. I'm not sure how I'm going to distort the photos or make them seem off but I might mess around and try some things while at home. 

I think I've figured out a theme as well. I'm liking the idea of doing it about death and destruction of oneself if that makes sense? I don't know but I am vibing with it and did, like, a mini brainstorm about it and have some ideas. 

           

For 1.2 I don't even know if I've done it. We were given this slide to fill out to see where we're at. I haven't got many pieces of work to put on it.  



Sunday, 16 August 2020

Art Weekly Update

 Mrs. Clemence was told me today that my word count on my blog this month isn't anywhere near the word count I had this month last year and she wants me to post more so here I am. Posting more. 

This week in art I ditched the painting I was working because I didn't like it. I'm not vibing with the colors of the walls so I can either paint over them or trace the drawing onto another piece of card and completely restart. But for now, I've put the painting on the back burner and start a different painting 

                                

So last week I completed a different painting of a skull and have started a second painting with a similar concept/subject matter just it's a skull foot. Miss Keene brought up the idea of having threads hanging out sorta? If that makes sense? Anyway, I like the idea quite a bit but I'm not sure if I'll do it for the skeleton paintings or for my main building/room paintings or both. I don't know but I was thinking about including stuff like sewing in my paintings but I haven't figured out how to do it yet and she definitely gave me some ideas. It just depends whether I'm actually gonna confront the fact that I need to think about this or if I'm just going to continue running from my responsibilities like me ignoring it is a metaphor for me running away from real-world problems. None of that made sense but it did in my head. 

                                                 

                               

ALSO, I'm locking down on what my theme is. I don't wanna tell anyone cause I'm scared that people will think it's dumb cause I need validation from others and if you think something I write or paint is dumb I will probably completely change my idea. And yes, I can take criticism. Anyway, I'm thinking of building on my idea of having a meltdown with linking it to the theme of loss of identity/death of self/death of identity or something like that. That's what I'm thinking of doing anyway. 



Saturday, 15 August 2020

I have mixed feelings about certain Christians but then again, who doesn't?

 Preface: I have nothing against most Christians by the way. The Christians I, personally, have met are wonderful people. They’re extremely nice so when you’re reading this, you should know what type of Christians I’m talking about (hopefully). This post/essay is more focused on certain parts of the religion and those reading this should hopefully know what parts/people I’m talking about. So, this is not a personal attack - or an attack at all - on Christians as a whole community. This is more about my thoughts on certain parts/people who are involved with this religion. 


If you’re an avid reader of my blog, you may have noticed that last year I posted my mixed feelings about the Christian religion. I deleted that post roughly 5 days after posting it due to school starting 2 weeks later and being worried I would get in trouble. The reason for this is because I talked about why I had a weird distaste for the Christian religion which includes things such as the “Christian” holidays, the commercialization of the religion, bible thumpers, and megachurches. Since then I’ve still wanted to write something about the religion as I think about it quite often so here I am. That and Mrs. Clemence want me to post more on my blog because she reads it?? Personally, an awful decision on her part as my blog is an absolute mess but ok. 


The most obvious part is the de-Christianization of the Christian holidays. From the only religious holidays that are enforced on us being Christian or the fact that people celebrate Christian holidays after claiming they themselves are atheists. In December 2013, Pew Forum interviewed 2,001 Adults across the U.S asking whether they believed Christmas was a religious holiday. 51% believed it was a religious holiday while 32% didn’t and thought it was more of a cultural holiday. 68% of those believing it was cultural were unaffiliated with Evangelism, Protestants, or Catholicism. This shows how normalized Christian holidays have become, to the point where many consider the holiday cultural rather than religious. Then there is also the time off that these holidays allow. Out of the 10 public holidays that allow time off, 3 of them are Christian (Good Friday, Easter Monday, and Christmas). We get these days off whether you’re Christian which isn’t too bad after all, who doesn’t love a day off. However, speaking from a Jewish perspective, this is unfair to anyone who celebrates any other religion that isn’t Christianity or Catholicism. How come I am able to take off days for holidays I don’t celebrate but have to risk missing school work to celebrate the Jewish High Holidays - Yom Kippur, Rosh Hashanna, and the first two days of Pesach. This goes to show how normalized it’s become to celebrate Christian holidays as secular rather than religious holidays. However, some of those that do view it as religious are most likely from the bible belt. 


If you read my connections essay which, if you haven’t, I’m deeply disappointed in you. In that essay, I “briefly” (well, depending on what you consider briefly) mention the “bible belt” states. The “bible belt” is a series of states located mostly in the south of the U.S and are notoriously known for being conservative, right-wing, bible thumpers. If you don’t know, a bible thumper is someone who aggressively shoves their beliefs onto others. These are the people that you typically see picketing outside abortion clinics or pride events while screaming about how you’re going to hell. It’s also important to note that they aren’t only found within the bible belt, it’s just that they tend to be raised or gravitate to these states. Bible thumpers are known for picking and choosing what parts of the bible they preach i.e Yes, God loves all, but only to a certain extent. Rather than believing in God’s message of “Above all, love each other deeply because love covers a multitude of sins” from Peter 4:8. However, according to bible thumpers, this doesn’t apply if you’re LGBT+, had an abortion, pre-marital sex, etc. Alongside ignoring God’s original message of loving others regardless of sin, bible thumpers also use the bible as an excuse for hating on others. In the end, bible thumpers don’t care for what the meaning of Christianity is, all they care for is an excuse for preaching their harmful beliefs. 


Most televangelists have also lost sight of what Christianity is. Televangelists are those people on the Christian channels that can miraculously cure cancer through the tv screen. Really, it’s incredible. However, oftentimes in order for them to cure your illnesses, they need some of your money or - as they like to call it -  “sowing a seed”. “Plant your seed and change will come,” they say to you from their lounge chair. Unfortunately, this money doesn’t actually contribute to anything. No change, illnesses cured. Instead, the money goes straight into their bank account and is used to buy a variety of things such as Lamborghinis, private jets, and personal yachts. Televangelists preach via scamming their audience. An audience that will usually be in desperate times whether it's financial or not. Televangelists prey on this weakness by exploiting it in order to find the money they need to buy their next house. John Oliver did an amazing episode about it and in the end, he starts his own church which is crack up(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7y1xJAVZxXg).


Yea, I don’t know. The Christian religion has always had some parts of it that no other religion really has. Like, you don’t see a rabbi on the Sky TV channel 201 or anything and like, the way Christianity has evolved is just really interesting to think about. Obviously, not all Christians are like this cause the Christians I’ve met are really wonderful people. This is just stuff I think about sometimes. Anyway, I’m gonna go back into hibernation while I wait for my stickers from redbubble.   




Monday, 3 August 2020

Avatar The Last Airbender Scene Analysis - Close Viewing Assessment

Preface:  The scene I'm analyzing is this one. It’s the full cut of two scenes together (first half aired in episode 20 while the later half in episode 21) and the scene I’m doing finishes after Zuko gets hit by lightning. However, I would recommend watching the whole scene right to the end. Another note I couldn’t fit in was the ages of Azula and Zuko which I believe adds to the scene. It’s speculated that Zuko is between 16 - 15 while Azula is 14.




Few shows over the past decades have managed to touch the hearts of millions in the way that Avatar: The Last Airbender has. Created by Michael Dante DiMartino and Bryan Konietzko and running for a short 3 seasons between 2005 and 2008, Avatar: The Last Airbender managed to impact not only the lives and morals of thousands but also how television shows tell stories. Throughout the series, various directors have used different techniques in an effort to tell the story in creative ways and no other director has used these skills so well in a single shot like Joaquim Dos Santos did with The Last Agni Kai scene in Book 3, Episode 20 - Sozin's Comet, Part 3: Into The Inferno. In this scene we see the two sibling characters, Zuko and Azula, engaging in a fight known as an Agni Kai, a battle between two firebenders. Using techniques such as color theory, non-diegetic sound, set design, and blocking, Dos Santos could create one of the most bone-chilling and memorable scenes in the series (other than the Leaves From The Vine scene).


The first most noticeable technique used is the use of color theory. In the scene, Azula and Zuko are fighting with two distinctly different colors of flames; Azula fights with blue flames while Zuko fights with red. For the audience, this allows them to differentiate the two characters within the fight and be able to see each side moves clearly, similar to how sports teams have different colored uniforms. The contrast between the two colors also lets us feel the epicness of the fight. The bold colors against the dim background stand out and adds to the amazement the audience feels while watching the scene. However, that is not the only reason director Dos Santos chose the two colors. In film, blue is typically used to represent emotions such as isolation and sadness and by giving Azula blue flames represents how she has pushed everyone away and is now isolated. In the previous scene, we see how she caused this isolated environment by herself, how her madness and paranoia have overtaken her causing her to push away the only friends and family she has. Her startling blue flames contrast with Zuko's bright red. Zuko's red flames represent the warmth and love he has garnered over the series. The love of family from his Uncle Iroh, and the love he has gained from the Gaang - Aang, Katara, Sokka, Toph, and Suki. The two colors represent their journey over the series and the two paths the siblings chose - one of love vs one of isolation. This is further emphasized when we take into account the blocking of the scene. At the start of the scene, we see that those who were surrounding Azula leave and we don't see them again, not even when Azula is seen chained to a vent at the end of the next scene. Compare this with the blocking on Zuko's side: during certain points of the scene, we can see that katara is still there with Zuko. She doesn't leave him alone unlike the way the courtiers left Azula alone. We can juxtapose this scene with where the two characters are at the beginning of the series. We first meet Zuko when he is alone; he's been essentially exiled from the fire kingdom until he returns with the avatar, and he only has his Uncle Iroh with him - the only family member that loves him other than his deceased mother. This contrasts with Azula's situation, she has two friends - Ty Lee and Mai - and her father, along with the rest of the palace courtiers who all adore her. As the series goes forward we slowly see this situation flip, Zuko gains friends and trusted comrades while Azula loses them. 


A notably odd part of this scene is the use of non-diegetic sound. Typically in a fight scene, a high-powered song is used to emphasize the intensity of the scene. However, the music accompanying this scene is slower and more somber, rather the music resembles one that we would more commonly hear accompanying a funeral scene. The track has a steady tempo and only uses two types of instruments - strings and drums - for most, if not the entirety of the track. This creates a sudden feeling of pain and sadness among the audience throughout the series we hear fast-paced music to accompany the fight scenes. Using the somber music allows the audience to feel the emotional weight symbolized by the music.  Director Joaquim Dos Santos intended for this to happen as the purpose of this music choice is to emphasize the death and loss we see throughout the series, hence the funeral vibes. Whether it's the loss of childhood, the end of a once-great kingdom, or the death of a sibling bond. Contrast this with the interjecting fight scenes of the Aang vs Ozai fight. Their music is much more suitable, it's fast, high pace, and aids in feeling like the fight is intense. Although we do see similar themes occur - such as Aang deciding not to kill Fire Lord Ozai and refusing to give up his morals (spoilers) - it's got that grandeur aura about it that's been hyped since the beginning of the series. This contrast between scenes can also be seen in the choice of color palette and tone. While Aang's fight uses lighter colors, most being Earthy colors such as yellow, greens, blues, and oranges, Zuko's fight is far darker with a focus on deep reds, oranges, and blacks. This combination of palette and music work well together in providing the funeral tone Dir. Dos Santos desired.


A more subtle film technique used is the set design. The Last Agni Kai takes place at Fire Lord Ozai's palace in his courtyard, the surrounding fire kingdom is, ironically, on fire. The rooftops are aflame with the fire emitting from the fight causing houses and parts of the palace to burn. For the audience, they are able to fully understand how the surrounding buildings have been affected by the Agni kai. By having the audience understand the amount of destruction being caused, we feel afflicted. Throughout the series, we see how the Fire Nation has destroyed various towns and cities, in particular the Air Temples. Seeing the Fire Nation burn in a sense, is karma. They are getting a taste of the destruction and pain they have caused to the other nations. Dos Santos is also showing the Fire Nation burning to show the downfall and end of their brutal reign. Alongside those two meanings, Zuko and Azula cause most, if not all, of the damage to their own kingdom. By having members of the Fire Nation setting fire to their own kingdom - whether intentionally or accidentally - shows how the Nation has self-destructed with the amount of power they control. Because of this, the audience is glad the Fire Nation is getting a taste of their own medicine. However, because we know the destruction the nation has caused and how it has affected the people of the world, we feel some sort of sympathy for the Fire Nation citizens who have gotten caught in this cross-fire. This combined with the somber music emphasizes the symbolization that a kingdom has fallen and an era has ended. 


In all visual media, a common technique used is blocking. Although blocking is sometimes just where the actors stand, some directors use this technique to convey a subtle message. Dos Santos does exactly that with the placement and movement between Azula and Zuko in the Last Agni Kai. Throughout the scene, Azula is moving all around, attacking Zuko at all angles while Zuko stands his ground in the same spot. This conveys to the audience not only the two types of fighting styles within fire bending but also how the two characters have grown as people. We feel as if we have seen the two characters grow as the story progresses, as if we too have grown with them. The audience is also able to see the two paths the young teenagers have chosen; one of isolation and one of friendship. By having Azula constantly moving and using more tricks and forceful power, Dos Santos can show the audience what Azula values. Azula is what some would call "a gifted child", she showed immense talent as a child, therefore, her whole life centers on her talent. She seeks validation from others (in particular her father Lord Ozai) which she achieves by using tricks and flaunting her skills. Juxtapose this to the way Zuko fights. Zuko too wanted validation from his Father, however, unlike Azula, Zuko had love from both his Mother and Uncle Iroh to balance out the need for validation from his Father. In short, Zuko has received love from both his achievements and for simply existing, Azula has only received love based on achievements. This balance in Zuko's life allows him to be sure of himself and to maintain a confident, balanced stance throughout the fight. Similar to how yin and yan work together to create a balance in life, or how you need to balance the four walls of Hauora to stay stable. This causes her to feel the need to constantly be flaunting her skills and forgetting the basics of good firebending. This works well with not only the close-ups we see of Azula's face but also the brilliant voice acting done by Grey DeLisle. I believe that without the voice acting, this scene wouldn't be as powerful. 


The Last Agni Kai stands out among the dozens of well-written fights we see fought throughout the series. Using techniques such as blocking, color theory, non-diegetic music, and set design, Dos Santos successfully wrapped up one of the most iconic character redemption arcs in the history of storytelling. Dos Santos also managed to make us feel sympathy for Azula, one of the main antagonists, by reminding us of her unfortunate life. As time progresses new shows will come and go, however, Avatar: The Last Airbender will always remain as one of the best shows ever.






Friday, 31 July 2020

Depicting the LGBT community within Subtext

In 1934, Hollywood was hit with the introduction of the Hays Code. The Hays Code was a set of rules that films between 1934 and 1968 were made to follow in order to be shown. These rules included a ban on nudity, displaying alcohol use, scenes of childbirth, and most famously, censorship of homosexual relationships. This censorship caused many to display any LGBT relationships through subtext. Although we are now allowed to depict LGBT individuals and couples outright, showing relationships within subtext is still common and seen today. Ocean Waves directed by Tomomi Mochizuki, The Rocky Horror Picture Show directed by Jim Sharman, The Wizard of OZ directed by Victor Fleming, and Sailor Moon S directed by Kunihiko Ikuhara all follow the theme of depicting the LGBT+ community within the subtext.


The Rocky Horror Picture show directed by Jim Sharman was and still is known for how it displays the theme of depicting the LGBT community within the subtext. The theme is most clearly shown in the scene where characters - Brad and Janet - enter Frank-N-Furter’s castle while the song “Let’s Do The Time Warp” is sung. In this scene, we are essentially seeing the two straight characters entering the party life and the open life of the LGBT+ community for the first time. Brad and Janet are visibly uncomfortable with the party guests similar to how many outside of the LGBT+ community felt about the community. Rocky Horror was released six years after the famous Stonewall Riots which began the protests against police brutality, lack of LGBT+ rights, and inequality. Those who weren’t from the community were uncomfortable with this sudden free-living despite what others thought (wow, I wonder what that reminds you of). As the movie proceeds, Brad and Janet become more comfortable with those in the castle and eventually completely let go and enjoy themselves. Director Jim Sharman did this to mirror the events of the time and give hope to members of the community that one day, those who are at first uncomfortable with us at first, will accept us. Showcasing the LGBT community within subtext by reflecting the wishes that many within the community wish for is similar to how the theme is shown in The Wizard of OZ


The Wizard of OZ directed by Victor Fleming similarly follows the theme of depicting the LGBT+ community within the subtext. The film does this throughout the film, however, we can most clearly see this in the iconic scene in which Dorothy enters OZ. In this scene, Dorothy “wakes up” from her nap, opens the door, and, instead of stepping out onto her family’s black and white farm, she enters the bright colorful world of Oz. This mirrors the dreams of LGBT individuals stuck in bible belt states, such as Kansas, and their want to enter a more accepting, colorful place with less black and white thinking. This is supported by the Philadelphia Gay News article talking about The Wizard of Oz’s impact and contribution to the LGBT community*. Throughout time, bible belt states have been known to be quite religious and conservative states throughout history. This has meant that LGBT people growing up in bible belt states struggled and often dreamed of leaving their state and moving to one of the bigger cities such as New York or San Francisco. The Rocky Horror Picture Show shows the theme by having characters represent communities, director Fleming has done something similar with Dorothy and OZ. Dorothy represents LGBT individuals trapped in the bible belt states, and her dream of Oz representing the more accepting cities of NY or SanFran. The Wizard of OZ can subtly give voice to those dreams of leaving the black and white thinking of the south and find an accepting community.





Unlike how The Rocky Horror Picture Show and The Wizard of OZ show the representation of LGBT communities on a large scale, Sailor Moon S, directed by Kunihiko Ikuhara, shows the more personal relationships within the community. During the ‘90s anime boom, it wasn’t uncommon to see queercoded characters in animes such as Revolutionary Girl Utena, Cardcaptor Sakura, and Ocean Waves. Sailor Moon S also follows this trend. The theme of depicting the LGBT community within subtext is best shown through the two characters Tenoh Haruka and Kaioh Michiru throughout the series, however, to narrow it down we’ll focus on Sailor Moon S. Throughout the series we see still shots of Haruka and Michiru accompanied with romantic music and rose petals framing the still. This shows the theme of depicting the LGBT community within subtext as no other character receives these romantic standstills, not even the show’s main couple Mamoru and Usagi. Director Ikuhara did this to frame the two characters as romantic. Paired with romantic music, Ikuhara has paired two devices associated with romance and the audience can identify the romantic relationship between the two characters without being told straight out. This is similar to how Ocean Waves uses romantic synth during a love confession theme between the two principal characters and how the confession will be between the two men. Throughout the series, we get other inklings Haruka and Michiru are in a romantic relationship which eventually breaks from subtext. However, the U.S dubbed version tried to hide this subtext by censoring the two’s relationship by calling the two "cousins'', which failed miserably. The censorship of the relationship wasn’t a choice of director Ikuhara, instead DiC - the company hired to dub the anime - decided to do this to appeal to the American public. 


The ’90s saw a rise in homophobia which can be credited to the AIDs crisis seen in America and the way it was painted. AIDs in the U.S and all around the world was painted as a disease that was easily passable and was typically associated with gay men. Although the latter is mostly true (not entirely, just mostly), this image of AIDs that was marketed to the world caused paranoia and a rise in homophobia. We can see this homophobia in the nicknames given to which included the gay disease, GRID (gay-related immune deficiency), and even gay cancer. Michiru and Haruka weren’t the only LGBT individuals censored, there was also Fish Eye, a villain who was a man dressed as a woman (no one could figure out whether they were transgender or a drag queen), and two characters known as Zoisite and Kunzite. Zoisite and Kunzite were originally a gay couple, however, the dub changed Zoisite into a straight woman to hide their relationship. Unlike these three characters, viewers in America were able to pick up on the inerasable romantic subtext between the “cousins' ' Michiru and Haruka and were many viewers realized later in life that the two were very clearly romantically involved.


Ocean Waves directed by Tomomi Mochizuki is one of Studio Ghibli’s least celebrated films. This is most likely due to the way it is drawn out that causes many to quit halfway through. However, if one were to stick through it and finish the entire thing, we can see the theme of depicting the LGBT community within subtext throughout the film. Even though we can see it throughout, the theme doesn’t hit us until the very end. Taku and his old high school friend Yutaka are strolling along a pier reflecting on their school years while the sun sets. In the background, ‘80s synth and slow saxophone play, giving this scene the quintessential, early ‘90s love confession setting. This love confession, however, is one-sided and about an old high school crush which fits in with the scene following where, at the high school reunion that is taking place, classmates are confessing to having old crushes on others. Director Mochizuki did this on purpose to frame the scene as a love confession between the two now-men. Mochizuki further emphasized this by the way he created the dynamic between the two characters throughout the film. Throughout the film, Taku is shown as willing to drop anything to visit his friend Yutaka, even in the middle of work. Taku also is shown as caring deeply about what Yutaka thinks. We see this when he learns the forced female love interest spreads a rumor about her and Taku. Once learning how this has negatively affected Yutaka’s feelings about him, Taku takes it upon himself to fix the situation. The director has also framed Taku as having a crush on Yutaka by having the former show little interest in girls and caring the most about what Yutaka thinks about him. Of course, a teenage boy showing little interest in girls doesn’t automatically make them gay, however, this detail along with the context of their relationship, plus the romantic setting of their walk frames this scene as a love confession. This is similar to how Sailor Moon S uses romantic devices such as rose petals and slow, soft music to frame the two characters Haruka and Michiru as a couple. By doing this Ocean Waves is able to depict the LGBT community within subtext in a ‘90s anime produced by a large company with very few realizing.


Although it has been years since the enforcement of the Hays Code has stopped, the theme of depicting the LGBT community within subtext still occurs today. Visual texts such as Sailor Moon S directed by Kunihiko Ikuhara, Ocean Waves directed by Tomomi Mochizuki, The Wizard of OZ directed by Victor Fleming, and The Rocky Horror Picture Show directed by Jim Sharman show how they have shown the theme in different yet similar ways. Nowadays, shows such as She-Ra: Princesses of Power, Wynonna Earp, and The Handmaiden can freely show depictions of the LGBT community without the use of subtext, depicting the LGBT within subtext will continue to remain a theme throughout LGBT media for years to come. 



*"'The Wizard of Oz' in the LGBT community | Philadelphia Gay ...." 20 Oct. 2016, https://epgn.com/2016/10/20/the-wizard-of-oz-in-the-lgbt-community/.

English - Pathos, Ethos, Logos

This term in English, we're doing my least favorite form of writing: Persuasive. We started by looking at elements of eloquence and sentences. Now we've moved on and are looking at pathos, ethos, and logos. Knowing what Pathos, Ethos, and Logos are will allow us to convince our audience of our argument in a variety of ways. 

Pathos
Pathos is when the use of emotions are used to appeal to the audience. It does this by using descriptive features, inspirational quotes, personal stories, or relates it back to the audience on an emotional level in order to convince them of their argument. This is going to sound mean but it's sort of like, guilt-tripping the audience into agreeing with their side. Typically advertisements will include something personal such as addressing the audience as "you" as if they were talking directly to you. "YOU have the power to help" is a common example.

Ethos 
Ethos is when an argument either comes from a reliable source or is supported by them. A reliable source could be someone like a doctor, dentist, or someone qualified in a specific field of work relevant to the product. This is used to convince the audience by giving them someone who they believe is reliable to give them advice. I.e, I'm more likely to buy a skincare product if I know it's endorsed by a dermatologist. 

Logos
Logos is when the use of logic is used in order to convince the audience of your argument.  Logos typically includes references to studies, statistics, facts, etc. This makes the audience feel that your argument is more reliable as there has been research conducted to back your claims. For example "In my 10 years of fishing, I have never seen a Maui dolphin in this area."

Monday, 27 July 2020

Term 3 Week 2 - Art Board Progress Update

This term in art the aim is to complete at least one panel for my artboard as well as complete any internals such as Art History 2 and 1.2 Recording Information I have yet to finish. So far I have a rough plan of what will be going on panel 1 and have two artworks ready to go on. I am also working on a third painting and will start the fourth one hopefully later in the week. 

Art History 2
For my second set of art history slides, I need to finish and attach a thumbnail sketch (left) of Shane Cotton's Sun Shots. Unfortunately, I wasn't sure how much detail of the painting I needed to include so I've just been putting it off. However, near the end of last term, I started on a thumbnail sketch but have yet to finish it. Luckily this internal is one where I don't have much left so it isn't a top priority at the moment. 





Recording Information
This internal is the complete opposite as I have barely done anything for it. To complete this internal I need to have I believe at least 3 A3 pages of wet media and 4 A3 pages of dry? I don't quite remember however, I do know I haven't finished it. I've only done 2 pages of pencil drawings, 1 page on ink drawings, and 1 of wet media. The wet media pages are done using watercolor which I have an interesting history with that has made me resent it. For a while, I used watercolor constantly but then I had a meltdown about it and haven't touched it since. However, I've pushed through and managed to complete at least one(ish) page. 
As you can see above, I have done very little of 1.2 even though it should be done. 

Art Board
Although it doesn't look like, my artboard is coming along. I will definitely have panel 1 done before end of term and possibly be able to start panel 2. My theme for my board is a bit confusing but it's the feeling of when you're having a mental breakdown. Surprisingly, I only made the connection between the way I was describing the feeling of things melting around you and the feeling of a meltdown. Sometimes I'm such a genius I'm actually too stupid to notice. Another surprising thing is that I came up with this not too long after lockdown when I was having a breakdown while watching Day6's music video for Zombie (turn cc's on) and I was like "I can channel this energy into my artboard" and, I don't know, that's just a bit iconic of me. So my main paintings are going to be places (most likely ones that give me comfort, ie my room, the shul, etc) with green goo dripping on the walls. This is taken from this one scene in Howl's Moving Castle which is A+ film 10/10. Then I'm also going to do ink drawings of skeletal body parts and then paint skin melting off them. These will be decently small as it would be able to fill spaces and add ~flavor~ to my board. Finally, I'm gonna do photos and possibly edit them like in DEAN's Instagram (again, turn on cc) when the black stuff starts dripping down the walls and stuff. I'm thinking of photographing empty buildings (whether their abandoned or just like, places that are uncomfortably empty). 

Potential artboard layout. Empty spaces will most likely be filled with photos and or another skeleton painting.

Bedroom painting. I will probably add the green goo on the back wall behind the flag. Maybe some on the desk and bedsheets. I'm not entirely happy with the way that the shading on the bedsheets came out.


The skull with melting skin so far. I plan on painting in the eye and painting in some skin dripping off the skull.

The 3 Ws
What is working?
At the moment, everything is going well and is working. My artboard is coming along nicely and I've almost finished my art history work. I'm really proud of how the skull is coming along as I was really worried I had messed up both the nose and some of the shadings on the skull. However, the puddle is looking nice and from far away it looks pretty decent. 

What isn't working?
Nothing isn't working yet. Again everything is going fairly smoothly and nothing has piled up. I'm feeling pretty confident at the moment so hopefully, nothing will happen that will crush my already crippling self-esteem. 

What is your next step?
My next step is to draw up my third art piece for my artboard and just, sort of complete my first panel. I also need to start taking photos that would be relevant to my board.